Hi!!(:

TryingToMakeTheRealMe

Ok.... so who knew that posting online about something that bothers you so much, could be so crazy hard? Lol.. dont get me wrong, im a very confident person regardless of my weight. And i havent really let others opinions ever both me anyways. BUT.. . Thats not why im here today anyways! Haha. Ive never posted in something like this before, so i have no idea where to begin or where to reach out too. I feel kinda funny due to being on social media ALL the time. I work. Have terrible eating habits. Im in my car from client to client. Home health is terrible on sleep and eating habits! My other half works late, so dinner is super super late. And i absolutely know better. But i do it because its a way and time to spend time during our hectic work schedules. Andddd 1st time ever admitting to myself im stuck and i need help lol almost 30 and in the worst shape of my life. Ive always been bigger. But 242 pounds is too much. Its gotta gooooooo. But... where to start!? lol... any suggestions or advice?? Thanks in advance!!(: