Ready to make a change

RozG23

It's no secret that I am a "big" girl. Thick, fat, voluptuous, curvy however you want to call it, bottom line I am overweight. Over the past 10 years I've gone through 5 pregnancies and my weight has gone up and down more times than a stripper on a pole. I've joined gyms, I've tried videos, I've tried pills, I've tried starving myself, I've tried shakes, I even tried to live off of cabbage and grapefruit at one point lol great results, bad idea! Nothing has worked for me. All the time I say I want to lose weight but then I just sit here doing nothing to seriously change. And then there's food and food really likes me. How do I turn down something so sweet. My husband knows I love sugar and chips, so how does he spoil me? With kisses and candy bars which is the best and I love that he tries to treat me, but that's not getting me anywhere. Lorenzo I tell you all the time bringing that junk food into the house enables me. And my Baptist friends trying to fatten me up with all those yummy potlucks. Now I know I'm beautiful and I know my friends are going to tell me to love the skin I'm in. To love me and I truly do love myself. But I do not love my size. Seriously, who loves being fat? It's has gotten to the point that it is medical necessary for me to lose weight. I need friends that are going to motivate me. I need people to help hold me accountable because I feel like I can't do it on my own. I need my fitness friends to help give me tips, advice anything that could help this situation I'm in. And Lorenzo, I promise I will stop yelling at you for telling me to slow down right after I tell you to stop me lol. So if anybody could chime in on what has worked for them if they have ever struggled with weight like me I am all ears and actions. Also currently seeking workout partners to keep it real and keep it in line when my knee gets better or even now if you know any one legged workouts lol