Weight Loss Journey Round ..

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4, maybe it's 6 or maybe it's round 8 this time?

Falling off the wagon.. more than once it's almost my specialty. "This time it will be different" "This time I will do better" "This time I won't eat carbs"
So many excuses, I think I've touched base with every single excuse in the book.

This time, it does feel different, Sunday I hit a low point in my life when I lost it, the confidence I thought I have flew out the window faster than the mess my step daughter can make (which is pretty fast may I add)

We made a bucket list for our family of little adventures to accomplish together, one of those was to go swimming at an indoor pool. Roz was excited to finally go to the inside pool, heck, even I was excited!! That was until I put on the bathing suit I wore last summer.

Attempting to get it on, and THEN trying to do it up, what was I even thinking? I took one look in the mirror and instantly starting crying. How could I let this happen to myself, after working so hard a few years before to lose weight and accomplishing a loss of 35 lbs! Just to gain it back and then some?

So here I am.. expressing it all out here on the table. Have you lost track of how many times you've tried to start this journey. You know what I'm talking about.. "New year new me" am I right??...

Those people who are too hard on themselves about their appearance (that's me for sure)
Looking to connect with those who have similar goals, share stories, share recipes, share moments you have of accomplishment of feeling down just so we can boost you back up together, share the laughs, the tears, everything!

Send a friend request.. introduce yourself, I'm friendly ...I promise.