feeling stressed

Hi Everyone Out There,

I Just Need To Vent. i feel Like I Haven't Been Able To Focus LiKe I Did The First 3 Months When I Lost 20 Lbs.. Now Its Been A Few Months And Im Not Losing At All And I'm Gaining .5 Back A Week Instead. Ive Lost All Interest In Just Water And Healthy Food.. I Just Keep binging On Sweets. I Can't Say No To Food. i Do However Feel Proud Of What I Have Done.

On The Other Hand,

I'm Stressed About Looking Younger. Everyone Thinks Im YoungAnd Feel They Have To Say Something. Im Not Being Treated The Same. People Are Making Me More Uncomfortable. I'm Supposed To Feel Better About Myself. I'm Getting Hit On Left And Right And I'm Married. That Should Be A Good Thing I Was Told. But Its Making Me Feel WEird, Like Single. I Don't Know HoW To Handle Feeling Like I'm In High School. ISAnyone Else Going Through These UPS And Downs Or Have Similar Feelings?

I Think I'm Trying To Say, Im Not Sure Whether Or Not I Want To Try Anymore. I Just Want To Cry And Give Up Being Here. Everyone Has Been Putting STress On Me That I Don't Need.