3 years Cancer free and ready to rock on with life!

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I'm a 56-year-old Cancer Survivor who needs to regain her composure, confidence and sense of purpose. Now that I've been cancer-free for a few years, I'm ready to let go of the mantle of shame and sorrow. Not really sure why, but sometimes I'm kind of embarrassed that I had breast cancer, but other times I think I was overtreated and that stage 0 shouldn't even be called cancer and who knows, in a few years, they might change it.

I used to be a pretty darned good athlete and now I'm a hot mess.
Looking for a few friends to journey with.
Other details:
I'm 6 feet tall
Married
One adult child
Work as a receptionist
Church-going Christian
I like to walk outdoors
Not afraid to lift weights and do some exercise.
Have found in the past that exercise is my true path to feeling better and fitter.

I'm not shooting for ideal weight of 165 just yet. Just want to get under 200 lbs asap!