I'm feeling really ___________ right now
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WeAreTheWeirdo wrote: »slimgirljo15 wrote: »
I am ok.. however now, I'm very upset. I'm not willing to let my personal drama end. I feel like it's what I have so I need to protect it. I know one day it'll be over. I just put it off...I have hope. Like Pandora's box...a demon. Hope is hanging out with all these demons. It's probably a demon as well.
Hope is sometimes the only thing we have that's good. It is only a demon when it is false. I have hope that you will overcome this0 -
WeAreTheWeirdo wrote: »slimgirljo15 wrote: »
I am ok.. however now, I'm very upset. I'm not willing to let my personal drama end. I feel like it's what I have so I need to protect it. I know one day it'll be over. I just put it off...I have hope. Like Pandora's box...a demon. Hope is hanging out with all these demons. It's probably a demon as well.
What if you let the personal drama go? What if hope is lurking on the periphery and waiting to be grabbed? Maybe it's time? And as stated yesterday I've job clue about your situation and never will cause that's your personal thing to share with your friends I just like making suggestions0 -
SandSeaSkySoul wrote: »Sleepy/unproductive but that's an expectation, after 3 successful days of getting my chores done! So it's satisfactory!
It's Sunday. A good day to rest1 -
WeAreTheWeirdo wrote: »slimgirljo15 wrote: »
I am ok.. however now, I'm very upset. I'm not willing to let my personal drama end. I feel like it's what I have so I need to protect it. I know one day it'll be over. I just put it off...I have hope. Like Pandora's box...a demon. Hope is hanging out with all these demons. It's probably a demon as well.
It will all be ok.. 🤗1 -
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WeAreTheWeirdo wrote: »AliNouveau wrote: »WeAreTheWeirdo wrote: »slimgirljo15 wrote: »
I am ok.. however now, I'm very upset. I'm not willing to let my personal drama end. I feel like it's what I have so I need to protect it. I know one day it'll be over. I just put it off...I have hope. Like Pandora's box...a demon. Hope is hanging out with all these demons. It's probably a demon as well.
What if you let the personal drama go? What if hope is lurking on the periphery and waiting to be grabbed? Maybe it's time? And as stated yesterday I've job clue about your situation and never will cause that's your personal thing to share with your friends I just like making suggestions
I try to let it go and just be a pushover as much as possible...but I do have a spine. I hate the idea of being alone and it terrifies me, and I hate the idea of my children without me...I also don't think frankly I'm cut out for single life...I would quickly degrade in existential depression without my girls and just be a filthy, rotten, mess of debauchery. That's my problem...but I know it exists. My situation isn't that hard to understand...some marital stress and I'm just not personally the most solid in an emotional way I guess you would say.
I love the word debauchery.
Hooe you find some peace. Do you speak with a counsellor? I know so many resist going to a counsellor but I was telling someone yesterday they just have a way of making you feel good. I've been to one myself, I take my son to one we both feel good after his appts and wow it's helped0 -
WeAreTheWeirdo wrote: »AliNouveau wrote: »WeAreTheWeirdo wrote: »slimgirljo15 wrote: »
I am ok.. however now, I'm very upset. I'm not willing to let my personal drama end. I feel like it's what I have so I need to protect it. I know one day it'll be over. I just put it off...I have hope. Like Pandora's box...a demon. Hope is hanging out with all these demons. It's probably a demon as well.
What if you let the personal drama go? What if hope is lurking on the periphery and waiting to be grabbed? Maybe it's time? And as stated yesterday I've job clue about your situation and never will cause that's your personal thing to share with your friends I just like making suggestions
I try to let it go and just be a pushover as much as possible...but I do have a spine. I hate the idea of being alone and it terrifies me, and I hate the idea of my children without me...I also don't think frankly I'm cut out for single life...I would quickly degrade in existential depression without my girls and just be a filthy, rotten, mess of debauchery. That's my problem...but I know it exists. My situation isn't that hard to understand...some marital stress and I'm just not personally the most solid in an emotional way I guess you would say.
You're doing so well.. concentrate on the here and now.0 -
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WeAreTheWeirdo wrote: »AliNouveau wrote: »WeAreTheWeirdo wrote: »AliNouveau wrote: »WeAreTheWeirdo wrote: »slimgirljo15 wrote: »
I am ok.. however now, I'm very upset. I'm not willing to let my personal drama end. I feel like it's what I have so I need to protect it. I know one day it'll be over. I just put it off...I have hope. Like Pandora's box...a demon. Hope is hanging out with all these demons. It's probably a demon as well.
What if you let the personal drama go? What if hope is lurking on the periphery and waiting to be grabbed? Maybe it's time? And as stated yesterday I've job clue about your situation and never will cause that's your personal thing to share with your friends I just like making suggestions
I try to let it go and just be a pushover as much as possible...but I do have a spine. I hate the idea of being alone and it terrifies me, and I hate the idea of my children without me...I also don't think frankly I'm cut out for single life...I would quickly degrade in existential depression without my girls and just be a filthy, rotten, mess of debauchery. That's my problem...but I know it exists. My situation isn't that hard to understand...some marital stress and I'm just not personally the most solid in an emotional way I guess you would say.
I love the word debauchery.
Hooe you find some peace. Do you speak with a counsellor? I know so many resist going to a counsellor but I was telling someone yesterday they just have a way of making you feel good. I've been to one myself, I take my son to one we both feel good after his appts and wow it's helped
I finally at long last went to see a doctor...like a real psychiatrist, but no CBT or anything. I've been scrambling. Trying to catch up at work and free time has been lean. I should go. I should have gone back in my 30s...but better late than never I guess to try to fix problems.
Certainly better late than never. I suspect you'll fid it very helpful. Gotta make time to look after yourself as best you can eh0 -
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Reflective0
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Tired and hungry0
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Excited that tomorrow is Monday!0
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AgainWithTheSurfyPants wrote: »Stupidly good.
Yay!0 -
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I feel like a goofball0
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AliNouveau wrote: »SandSeaSkySoul wrote: »Sleepy/unproductive but that's an expectation, after 3 successful days of getting my chores done! So it's satisfactory!
It's Sunday. A good day to rest
That's true but especially since, I don't have a choice!0 -
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Over it.1
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Lonely/emotional.2
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Poked.0
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SandSeaSkySoul wrote: »Lonely/emotional.
Hope everything is ok1 -
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AliNouveau wrote: »SandSeaSkySoul wrote: »Lonely/emotional.
Hope everything is ok
It'll be, thank you bunches Ali!0 -
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