this is like my fifth attempt! RAAAAAAA

hey! i'm ira! i keep making new MFP accounts bc i forgot the login info for my old ones!!!! but this time i'm Serious™

i think the reason it's been hard for me to stick with it is bc.... i'm pretty happy with my body as it is. i work in manual labor and walk 4 miles a day to and from work, and my girlfriend likes my Cushioning..... so it's really easy for me to just decide "eh, things are fine as they are," and i keep falling off the wagon.

but i know i COULD be happier with how i look! even though i'm in pretty good shape, i'm definitely carrying around more weight than is ideal for my body type, and i know i could be SUPER SUPER HOT. the muscles i've been working so hard for at my job aren't even visible bc they're under a friendly layer of squish. also i want to be able to do push-ups while my girlfriend sits on my back. it's the little things

ANYWAY, friends always keep me more motivated, so it's nice to meet you all!! here's to me sticking with it this time!!!

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