My Blog March 6 (AT&T installation day)

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Well they're suppose to come and install and of course they're late so we'll see how this goes today. Why do I have such issues with cable each year? Lord, stop the madness!!! But, Christopher finally called and I feel sad but relieved. I know he's hurting and I have to stay strong, keep healthy boundries and allow him to have/feel the consequences of his own choices. I hear everything he says and my heart aches with him, but I KNOW they BOTH lie, say truth, exaggerate and I never know who to believe or when. He is staying with that "fake cousin" but at least he's not with the drinker but I wonder if he's with her and her kids to have a free ride (I hope that's not the case) but keeping it real which is why/how I stay healthy and I know he's not saved if at all so he probably made a deal to help with the kids to stay there where here he would want to be lazy and I won't ever have that so I'm not surprised he didn't want to come here, but truth - I would have been pressing him to save, get a room to rent elsewhere because I NEED and AM putting me first still for once! Lana has to come home next month until the wedding and I am THRILLED to have my little girl one last time. I pray I won't cry again when she has to leave me forever, but her living with Randall this past year has euqipped me to know it's time and she's not always going to be with me. Wow, being a mom is such a blessing, yet the hardest blessing that the Lord gave me. I'm his mom, his REAL mom and will be forever no matter what. Lord, bless him and send people to him to witness in a way that he'll comprehend truth, and hedge him with Your protection esp during this time and make a way where he WILL get great visitation or even the baby fully, in Jesus name, amen - Now to see about this cable (yippie, they're on their way!) and then surgery next week. yikes - YES I CAN - I will do this and I will walk again and be FULLY healed in Jesus name, I believe that too! Oh and change that title on the blessing You brought me with a new(er) car too! Thank you Lord, truly - Thank you!

ysache13

I'm amazed I feel so good and relieved - it took another full day and it's 9:00 at night and finally can rest and eat, lol - I went to drop off old cable boxes , I'm just DONE - I am so proud that I went through with plan and got new cable - so far looks wonderful - couldn't be happier!

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I like cable

L1zardQueen

Fire stick

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Tiny_Dancer_in_Pink wrote: »

Fire stick

Roku

L1zardQueen

Amazon is cool too!

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Tiny_Dancer_in_Pink wrote: »

Amazon is cool too!

Yeah but I just feel like the selection is rather limited

L1zardQueen

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Tiny_Dancer_in_Pink wrote: »

Amazon is cool too!

Yeah but I just feel like the selection is rather limited

Bosch? Goliath? Mozart in the Jungle? And the Marvelous Mrs. Miasel?

ysache13

Well I would like to learn how to use those stick things I will say, but I have too much to do and no time to figure all that out before surgery, HOWEVER, when I can start to walk (hmmm, that may not be until May) I think I'll ask you guys again and see how it works so I can buy and try and cancel by next year. I have this for a year but it feels wonderful not to think about the thing for now! Get this, I also got a car and placed mine in craigslist tonight and already have 2 people asking about it and I didn't even put a picture of it yet - Oh I hope/pray I can sell it before surgery too! I don't want much for it and it actually is a great car - so praying over that! JESUS let it be! amen

ysache13

one other thing, I was so busy between finally talking to my son and grieving what he has to do now to set up court just to have visitations with his own baby (and of course I'm so SAD about it too for me) and he asked me to please not talk to her any more because the judge today said they were just toxic and aren't allowed to talk for one full year (I can't imagine) but I keep thinking, these kids are NOT like we were and he has to learn - but not at the babies expense Thank God she's still a baby, but doesn't make it easy for me and he's hurting so I hurt with him - but can't rescue - I just have to put me first and am doing it! I'm so proud of myself, I've NEVER done this before - feels empowering! Excited to see what tomorrow brings and what's the funny part is I did NOT even think about food after my shake earlier and made myself just now eat something - weird - very weird -

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ysache13 wrote: »

Well I would like to learn how to use those stick things I will say, but I have too much to do and no time to figure all that out before surgery, HOWEVER, when I can start to walk (hmmm, that may not be until May) I think I'll ask you guys again and see how it works so I can buy and try and cancel by next year. I have this for a year but it feels wonderful not to think about the thing for now! Get this, I also got a car and placed mine in craigslist tonight and already have 2 people asking about it and I didn't even put a picture of it yet - Oh I hope/pray I can sell it before surgery too! I don't want much for it and it actually is a great car - so praying over that! JESUS let it be! amen

Some people cut their cable off completely and just use fire sticks,Roku , Vudu, direct TV now and Netflix instead. It is said to save money.

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I tried to sell a car on Craigslist before. Someone called me and asked if I would give them the car in exchange for a clown coming to my kids birthday parties. The person claimed to be a professional clown that specialized in kids parties and adult S&M parties. I said no way and that I wasn't into S&M and didn't have young kids that needed birthday parties. They called me every five minutes for two days. I took down the listing and sold it to a used car dealer.

L1zardQueen

My husband’s co-worker’s 20 year old son was murdered when he try to sell his laptop to someone on Craigslist. Be super careful when selling things to strangers. Sell items in public areas and never at your home.

ysache13

right - I'll go with my boyfriend or let him deal with whoever - I know there are NUTS everywhere. The good news is if we don't meet up at a store parking lot lets say, I live in a condo and they'll not know actually which one - but yes, I know it's scary now days for sure! I'll be very careful, thank you!