My Blog March 15

ysache13
ysache13 Posts: 107 Member
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Well this will be an interesting day and I totally need to lean on the Lord - why? because I only had surgery yesterday and I'm suppose to have assistance at least a week (min. of 4 days) but since the cast is a tad smaller (yet still bigger than the next one) and I was able to try and pull myself up where I could NOT last summer with that real large cast, Keith wanted to go to court. I encouraged my daughter to go and she's getting ready now. I got up at 5 again (how weird is this for me) but I will try to keep it up so at night I can have him help me to bed before midnight which is a great start of reversing this awful sleep patter I've been on almost 3 yrs. Who knows, once I'm fine, I could work even before flying so I need to slowly change my sleep patter because I'm SO excited for spring and summer to finally live again! I'm really going to LIVE and I also will NOT be fat - (ok maybe still chubby) but I can handle chubby but I don't handle the fat thing well and I've not been that heavy in such a long time and I'm being gentle with myself (so new) because I chose when I found this site that I'm putting myself after Jesus and before every human because it's MY life and I know I'm on the last stage so perhaps I can learn how to make fun even alone? Is that possible, honestly I don't know. I never wanted to travel alone because what fun is that? But, I'm going to attempt that next year and starting with Greece in June of 2019 - that's my goal and I WILL look nice. Even if I don't have the other surgery and remove skin from my weight loss, I will go! Even alone! I WILL GO - and the more I say it, the more I believe it - Glory be to God - I'll be back - lets see how I do when she leaves for work and I'm truly alone with the Lord - Yes I CAN and I'll keep encouraging myself! Only I can make myself happy - not another human - amen

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  • times60
    times60 Posts: 204 Member
    Such positive vibes you send. God bless you. Keep it up and you will get what you want.
  • ysache13
    ysache13 Posts: 107 Member
    Amen I stay IN MY heart - NOT my head! Glory be to God and I truly can do this -
  • ysache13
    ysache13 Posts: 107 Member
    the numbing medicine is wearing off already! YIKES it's suppose to last up to 4 days and I'm only at 24 hours and I feel it, but will try my best NOT to take the drugs - I'm really not a drug person :( I will however if I can't handle it - Lord by Your stripes I AM healed with NO pain, in Jesus name, amen

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