I just started my waight loos journy again

Hello frnds , i am juhi from india i started my waight loos journy ones again...i dont knw i will sucseed this time or not...but i realy wann loos my extra waight ...we indian are very foody we have lots spicy street food option..available while going for work or shoping or anywahere we find so many things on street .i was very foody from childhood ...when i started gaining waight i even dont knw ..and after getting merried i gain more and after kid i become very obes but i never take it sirously ...but last week i visit to my gaynic .we plan for 2 baby i was very exaited but my gaynic told me tht it will be a high risk pregnecy ...u will gain more waight during pregnacy and u have more chanses to have high bp..or daibitic or heart problems...so frst u have to loos ur extra waight then u have to think abt another baby...she suggest me for bariatric surgery i was totaly disapointed..my huby was alway told me to do something ....i tried so many things but always i distracted and lost My intrested ..food was become my comft zone ..i eat whenever i happy i eat when ever i sad..or depresed i knw i eating wrng thing but i eat...i dont knw this tym wht heppend...but i want to become fit ..i want 2 baby ..i am 37 allredy i dont knw how much time it will take ....hope for the best..