New......again

Hi, everyone! So sad that I just "found" this site and realized that I already had an account from 2011! Wow, how depressing. Well, All I can say is I am desperate and fed up and I am hoping THIS time is for good! I am a SAHM with 5 kids and I am at least 50# overweight. I'm really looking for others who have a lot to lose who want to chat or email and encourage each other. Hope to talk to you soon!