Feeling really low today
I got the reality check of a lifetime today when I got my BF% checked up and it's a whopping 47%. I knew I was gaining weight and I was eating a *kitten* ton of food both out of stress and boredom, but I did not realize it was this bad.
It feels especially agonizing because a year ago, I had successfully lost 22 pounds and maintained it for close to 8 months, having stopped eating at a deficit.
I am now getting married in possibly 7-8 months, and I am not sure I will be able to lose the 50 pounds I wanted to. I have been putting in the effort, but now the road just seems very long.
I also haven't seen the scale shift in a week, although I have been logging everything I eat. The only explanation is that I started lifting weights, and getting close to my cycle.
Any motivation I would be grateful for.