My fight to gain weight

MaamRaven

Hello everybody

I've always been skinny, people called me anorexic and I had depression and suicidal thoughts bc of that. I made multiple attempts into some diets to gain weight but mostly I failed, one time I succeed when I was taking contraceptive pill I guess hormones helped. Now my baby is almost 1 yo I want to seriously gain weight, breastfeeding caused a lot of weight loss and I feel awful, I still breastfeed so it burns between 300 et 700 kcal a day.
I actually eat at least 3000 kcal (yesterday I hit 3500 yay) and it becomes easier to eat more every day I don't have any limit if I can reach 4000 kcal a day I'll do it.
I do 3 workout sessions a week (only one at the gym sadly) so I'm hoping booty and legs gains, plus I'm vegan so I'm struggling to get fat. Yeah bc I want to gain muscles but also fat, so if you have the same goals add me !

Sorry if my English is bad I'm French 😁