Computer down and scared

CudyBug

My computer crashed or something. Not sure what happened. I kind of just tried a few things to get it to start since it would start up then turn off and start up and turn off. I have no clue what happened and know nothing about computer but atlas I got it on woohoo.

Anyways That was almost a week ago so I was without a computer for a week! I couldn't log my foot or my exercise and I am scared that my week will show it. For the first time I felt like I was lost and couldn't do it. I felt like without being held accountable on here on this website, that I was going to lose it and just start not caring. I dont think I did to bad but I must say panic has come over me. I wont know untill wednesday how my week really went. I am hoping that this computer holds up untill we can get a new one because I dont think I can do this without it.

I am not an expert on anything but I would imagine that this isn't healthy. I shouldn't have to rely on a website to eat better ya know? I can't help but think, how long will I need to use this site after Ive reached my goal? I wonder if I will end up gaining it all back. I mean I really doubt I would but what if ya know? I can't see doing all this work to just gain it back but what if I dont have this website in a year or a computer or anything. Again panic is coming over me.

I'm hoping that someday I can get to a point of not needing this crutch. AAAHHH someday right?

LotusF1ower

My computer crashed or something. Not sure what happened. I kind of just tried a few things to get it to start since it would start up then turn off and start up and turn off. I have no clue what happened and know nothing about computer but atlas I got it on woohoo.

Anyways That was almost a week ago so I was without a computer for a week! I couldn't log my foot or my exercise and I am scared that my week will show it. For the first time I felt like I was lost and couldn't do it. I felt like without being held accountable on here on this website, that I was going to lose it and just start not caring. I dont think I did to bad but I must say panic has come over me. I wont know untill wednesday how my week really went. I am hoping that this computer holds up untill we can get a new one because I dont think I can do this without it.

I am not an expert on anything but I would imagine that this isn't healthy. I shouldn't have to rely on a website to eat better ya know? I can't help but think, how long will I need to use this site after Ive reached my goal? I wonder if I will end up gaining it all back. I mean I really doubt I would but what if ya know? I can't see doing all this work to just gain it back but what if I dont have this website in a year or a computer or anything. Again panic is coming over me.

I'm hoping that someday I can get to a point of not needing this crutch. AAAHHH someday right?

You CAN do it without this, but it is better with it.

You say you are getting a new one, so being without a computer isn't permanent then, only temporary.

Do you remember what foods and drinks you were consuming when you did have your computer? If so, eat the same again, doesn't matter if it gets boring, it is only for a short while and it will ensure you stick to your plan. You can always change it about once you get a new computer.

Do not fret, it is a temporary set-back and not permanent!

See it as a sort of test to observe how you cope without all this, because it is a crutch and we will all have to cope on our own in the end - it all depends on how you look at it