Need motivation!

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This time last year I was a size 8 I'm now a size 18!! Lot of personal stuff happened, my fiance left me and yeah I binged..... A lot! But I've got my best friends hen do next year and her wedding the year after and I REFUSE to be a mess in a dress so I NEED to loose a s**t tonne of weight. I'm currently 18st 3 I need to be 12st to be my ideal weight so have a fair bit too loose BUUUUUT I'm doing it slowly so as to not screw myself over constantly. If anyone is up for being motivation buddies feel free to add me. I'm going to weigh in every month on the 1st because otherwise I do it too often as I get obsessed