Im Stressed

aaroncowden95

I have never been thin. And I feel like my entire life is based on my weight. Im trying my hand at modeling because I have a good photographer friend, and I just cant give her any good full body shots because Im so fat, she can only do great face shots. I also have this boyfriend, and I know he likes me for who i am, but Im so afraid of getting close to him because of my body and he thinks its his fault. And I need o lose more because I want to join the military after school which is in months. I am losing weight. Im just stressed and I feel like I have no one to talk to, or any support because Im ashamed to talk to anyone close to me.

Thank you so much for hearing me.