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missxsice6973

Hello, my name is Molly and I have been on and off this more than my kid changes clothes. I'm really going to give it a go this year, despite this year being absolutely nuts and halfway over with. I'm 28 in July, have a 4-year-old maths whiz of a daughter, a husband of 2 years, a 2-year-old husky, 2 cats (5 and 7) and we live with my friend and her dog. It's kinda crazy here, to say the least. My anxiety has been crazy and I think every little thing is something that is going to kill me. Like my chest hurting. It is far more likely that one of the animals hit me, or that this back pain I have been feeling is related to it, but anxiety is telling me otherwise and now I am scared to eat because food is the enemy right now. I'm a mess, guys. I am eating though, I'm not magically 253 pounds. So here I am again, being honest with myself, and not letting me make completely unrealistic goals that I cant achieve and then give up on. Hoping that by next September I will be far more confidant, noticeably healthier, and ready for the My Chemical Romance concert.
My "big" goal is to lose 8 lbs by the end of July to be at my lowest recorded weight in 5 years. Hopefully, I can hit it!
Thanks for reading! I wish you all the best! Friend me so I have people to motivate me!