Need some encouragement and would like to encourage in return

MMPrice2003

I'm 51 years old and just lost my 28 year old son to a motorcycle accident in Sept and have been eating myself into a coma trying to make my pain go away. I lost 120 lbs on this site from 2015 to 2017 but fell off the wagon. I have gained half of that back and am terrified of being 312 lbs again. I will not survive that weight again. I'd like friends who I can do this with and be there for each other through the good, the bad, and the ugly. Cheer you on, and encourage you when you need it, and cry with you if you need that! ...Thank you, Mary