Pandemic Reboot- Life challenges!

After committing myself to the process in 2014-15, my weight and health landed in a healthy place. I was very happy for a few years and then I slowly dropped the bar. My work and family became my excuse for loosing control of my life choices. By 2019 I had gained "some" weight back but was not in an uncomfortable place. Then the spiral began. I moved in July 2019; I don't like it here. I started an exhausting job at a new school; love the admin and students- not the department and department head. I left all my people, friends and community, to be with my daughter and my first grandchild. I find myself alone a lot thanks to this pandemic. So, when I gained all this weight ( another 25 lbs. since March), even as I've walked and tried running and everything became more uncomfortable, it was just another pin the the 2020 balloon. I need somewhere to vent about exercise efforts, food choices, hopes for outcome and faltering on the path. If anyone else is looking for a reboot buddy or a place to discuss how the process is going... Hi!