Here I am again.
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jessimcordero
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So... here I am again.
I know what to do, how to do it, I can even support and guide others. Then, when the fatigue hits, or when I'm not fully prepared, the dedication flies out the window and it's drive-through breakfasts and sitting at my desk all day. But, once again, I'm making a commitment to myself to give it another go. To focus on the now, rather than the before or even the after, and to make the choice at the moment. I want to say "no self-shame" but I also want to say "no more excuses." Only I can fight this fight. It's up to me to decide how I want to live my moments. Still, it's hard. And a lot of the time I feel defeated. I can do this! I know I can. So then why can't I do this? I go round and round.
Here I am again....
I know what to do, how to do it, I can even support and guide others. Then, when the fatigue hits, or when I'm not fully prepared, the dedication flies out the window and it's drive-through breakfasts and sitting at my desk all day. But, once again, I'm making a commitment to myself to give it another go. To focus on the now, rather than the before or even the after, and to make the choice at the moment. I want to say "no self-shame" but I also want to say "no more excuses." Only I can fight this fight. It's up to me to decide how I want to live my moments. Still, it's hard. And a lot of the time I feel defeated. I can do this! I know I can. So then why can't I do this? I go round and round.
Here I am again....
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