Back again

Here I am back again after all these years off and on here. Gained all my weight back and have absolutely no energy most of the time and also battling depression and possible bipolar which is being looked into. I've been sick most of this year but trying to get that all taken care of so I can get my butt back outside and enjoy some hiking! I love being outside! Please join me and any advice is welcome. I've done this before and I know I can again but I have to get the initiative to do it.