NW Texas anyone?

kansasbelle

Hail, snow, rain, ice, and let's not forget the Wind or dust storms. NW Texas is an adventure in itself. Lets not forget the POLLEN. I can't remember when I last breathed clearly. Anyway, we moved to Lubbock last July. Not having the friends and support in the middle of a pandemic has been hard. I lack the motivation and support I need for success. It would be nice to know people in my area. People that give me ideas of activities. I live out in the Country so going to the gym would be a 20 minute each way commute. I have kids. I don't have time for that. . I feel consistently rushed. With my kids busy schedules and my work schedule. I love living out tin the country. I wouldn't trade our peace and land for anything. I just wish I had someone to help motivate me. I feel guilty for not wanting to go out with my kids and do things. I just turned 50 last week. I don't want to die young like my grandfather did at 54. My kids deserve a better mom. I deserve a better me.