Here for accountability!

Hi all! 👋
I’m here because I need to lose 40lbs and I cannot for the life of me seem to keep myself motivated. I know how to do it and I’ve done it before but since my last baby (hes 15 months) I have actually GAINED about 12pounds 😭 I’m my highest weight ever, and only about 5lbs below my highest PREGNANT weight. TBH I’m disgusted with myself when I see photos and videos. I just want to get back to a healthy weight and be happy with what I see in photos.