Day 1 of my diet ......AGAIN!!! + zenical????

Fatflump1975

Hi all, well this is the last time I'm going to diet! I've been up and down the same 5 stone for the last 10 years!
Done every diet known to man, I must of joined slimming world 20 times lol.
I'm about 5-6 stone over weight, begged the doctor for zenical which I'm starting today with a healthy diet.
Hopefully the fear of the poops will keep me out the biscuit cupboard.
I heard good and bad things about this drug but I am willing to try anything as this is the biggest I've even been, even full term with my daughter I never weighed as much as I do now ????
If anyone is doing or done zenical I'd love to hear from you.... I'm scared!!!
Feel at the moment it's my only option, this blubber is affecting my who life!
I walk into a room worry what people think, never let my partner see me naked n when I touches me I worry what he thinks.
At the min I just hate me
I really wanna do this as I'm so unhappy being a lard *kitten* lump!