Weight lose journey

Hello im mariah tooker ive been on this app before but, never really gave it a try. And never ever gave myself a try ever i put everyone and i mean everyone else around always first. And never putting me first , or even taking time to get to know me or try to get to know me. Im here today being so serious and determined to get and be and to stay healthy . i am just looking for a group of positive people to help me along my journey along side me as me help any and all as well. I'm really just trying to find my motivation. After my mom passed away almost three Years here in April I gave up and now im tryna take charge. I just some help any help woth help at all thank you all love Mariah tooker