Depression

Myjourneybeginshere
Myjourneybeginshere Posts: 25 Member
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Hey all

Anyone else managed high functioning depression / PDD?

I’m so down in the dumps.

I function, cook, clean, work, sleep / but all of it is just about done and I never feel good about any of it and I’m always left completely fatigued from it.

I don’t even go up and down in moods much, so I know it’s nothing like a serious mental health issue like bipolar.

It’s also mild but I’ve been like this for 3 years now.

The weight gain nearly 4 stone now.

I refrain from socialising but when I do I really go all out and omg my energy is depleted for 2 weeks after the event.

My husband is useless. He’s not emotionally connected to me at all and doesn’t make me feel better - it’s like I annoy him.

If I share anything with him he just finds a way of using it against me when I’m close to feeling good again.

Argh. I’m a mess.

I’m just worried that this will eventually get so bad I won’t be able to pick myself up at all.

Any tips from anyone who has suffered with depression would be so great.

Thank you

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  • Chef_Barbell
    Chef_Barbell Posts: 6,644 Member
    Therapy helps. Especially with recognizing red flags in partners and finding self worth.
  • 7freshflowers
    7freshflowers Posts: 189 Member
    Myjourneybeginshere wrote: »
    I’m so down in the dumps. Argh. I’m a mess.

    Go to: JW.ORG There you will find many articles that can help you. Also, you can type a subject into the search box.

  • Myjourneybeginshere
    Myjourneybeginshere Posts: 25 Member
    Hi @beln2day

    Thank you for sharing your experiences. I really hope things get better for you and you get some help with blood tests from the docs.

    I also want to thank you for the advice that can potentially help - so many good prompts.

    I downloaded and app called MyPossibleSelf

    It’s brilliant. Try it

    Wishing you all the best (hugs)

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