22 accountability partner 45+ lbs

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Hi guys im 21 almost 22 and I have a one year old. I'm 5'8" and 205lbs. I've been trying to lose weight for a long time but then develop anorexia or bulimia destroy my mental health fall off the horse and gain weight. I've developed a better relationship with food and feel really solid and healthy. I'm looking for an online accountability partner.