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David_McKay
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I would love to hear traumatic experiences and setbacks that people have to face in life. Just remember you are not alone and there is always hope even if its 0.000001%
I been hit with a loss of a sister due to a murder suicide in December of 2021. Finding out on the news was the worst experience. I struggled with it hard, even had trouble walking and kept falling to the floor when I was alone. When people asked me how I was doing, I lied and said I'm fine even though I felt like I was dying inside.
The hardest part was being alone, I wanted to exercise, and I did, even though my legs kept collapsing it also started to show in public. No one ever helped me up and watching people turn the other way was devastating.
Even got turned away from multiple Therapist. Doctors just over medicated me till I had no thoughts, memories or emotions and kept putting me to sleep. Medicine messed me up bad and it simply is not the answer.
I am thankful for all my experiences in life. I wanted to thank God for giving me the strength and will to keep pushing forward.
What makes me dedicated on starting over again is that I get to lose weight and see progress at a rapid rate. This time it might be difficult because I feel pain and no pleasure from exercising. Hence no motivation only discipline will be used.
Please feel free to share your stories, we all go through a loss big or small. The hardest part is rebuilding the mind to feel emotions again.
The healing process is horrible, because if you share your pain, no one can truly understand, and it will push people away.
Thank you for reading.
I been hit with a loss of a sister due to a murder suicide in December of 2021. Finding out on the news was the worst experience. I struggled with it hard, even had trouble walking and kept falling to the floor when I was alone. When people asked me how I was doing, I lied and said I'm fine even though I felt like I was dying inside.
The hardest part was being alone, I wanted to exercise, and I did, even though my legs kept collapsing it also started to show in public. No one ever helped me up and watching people turn the other way was devastating.
Even got turned away from multiple Therapist. Doctors just over medicated me till I had no thoughts, memories or emotions and kept putting me to sleep. Medicine messed me up bad and it simply is not the answer.
I am thankful for all my experiences in life. I wanted to thank God for giving me the strength and will to keep pushing forward.
What makes me dedicated on starting over again is that I get to lose weight and see progress at a rapid rate. This time it might be difficult because I feel pain and no pleasure from exercising. Hence no motivation only discipline will be used.
Please feel free to share your stories, we all go through a loss big or small. The hardest part is rebuilding the mind to feel emotions again.
The healing process is horrible, because if you share your pain, no one can truly understand, and it will push people away.
Thank you for reading.
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