Hi, looking for buddies on 150lb weightloss journey

Hello everyone. I'm Lex, mom of 2 grown kids and mimi to one little who keeps me busy. I'm starting to work on myself, so I can have surgery. More energy. Healthier body. I got to watch both my boys grow, I want to watch my little grow to an adult too. I won't if I don't change. Ive already went from 388 to 350. My goal ultimate goal is 200. Though at 300, my youngest, my partner and I are taking a train ride as celebration. I struggle with eating what's around and not necessarily what's good for me. I used to struggle with binge eating more, but chemo has taken away how I interact with food. I have RA, scoliosis, and some neurological disorders; im disabled. I still try to do little things for my family when I can, it brings me joy. I am looking for accountability partners and just friends.