Reeeeally want to make it this time!!

Hey everyone! :-) I'm new here and I am desperate for your help!

I put on 8kgs (18pounds) since moving to germany 3 years ago and when I see photos of myself now (including the one i forced mself to make my profile picture) I want to cry.

I have tried EVERYTHING to get rid of the weight I gained and I just can't seem to stick to anything.

So this is my final try!!!! By 2014 I want to be 126 pounds (57kgs), I am 143,3 pounds (65kgs) at the moment....do you think I will get through my emotional eating habits and succeed?

Reeeeeeeeeeeeeeally need to do it this time!!! I can't let myself fail again!!!!!