Weightloss around Narcissists/Negative/Unsupportive people

pinkpiggy02

Seems like the more I lose the more they hate me and pick on me. This person is a malignant narcissist and cant stand when I do anything positive for myself. They hate that I am losing weight and put me down and ridicule me every chance they get. They are more over weight then I am but still think they can control me and put me down even though they are more unhealthy than I am. Their diet is horrible and they outweigh me but they still think they can bully me and put me down. I feel extremely oppressed and criticized about how I look and what I eat. I Have lost more weight than this person has lost in 10 years but they still make it a point to put me down about how I look!!!
The toxic negative attitudes of the people around me is starting to really get on my frigging nerves. Why can't I find any supportive friends or family around me. I am really insecure and have little to no self confidence and I really would like to have cheerleaders for my weight loss but everyone I encounter seems to have this visceral negative reaction!! They hate me for losing weight and being conscious of what I eat. I absolutely hate when people use a snarky sarcastic ****ty tone with me about my eating habits or food decision. GOD DAMN just because I eat a friggn Apple or orange on my break doesn't mean I am on some kind of friggn starvation diet. And just because i eat steamed vegetable for lunch doesn't mean I'm trying to be SKINNY!! F**K I just want to be healthy and look good naked!!!
Why do so many people react so negatively when you are trying to do something positive for yourself?!? And since when has wanting to get in shape become something of a vain or narcissistic person. I am about 75lbs overweight and since i have started to lose weight co-workers, family and friends have started telling me I am being conceited and narcissistic for wanting to lose weight and be in shape.(I thinks its cause they rather me be fat for their own selfish reasons) Some tell me I am too fat and other say I am messed up in the head for wanting to be in shape. Since when has wanting to be fit and healthy been a bad thing. Of course all the people who have said these negative comments are all out of shape and way more over weight than I am. If you obviously don't care about yourself or your body why should i give a F**K what you think about mine. Why do people get mad when they see someone doing something positive for themselves. I noticed a lot of men I have been friends with as a fat girl don't like me now that I have started to get in shape. I started wearing nicer clothes and stopped dressing so dumpy and they treat me like I'm some kind of snob now I don't get it. I am the same person I have always been but just with a little more confidence. People confuse confidence with arrogance. I think some people were just my friends because they felt bad or pitied me because I was the fat girl and now that I'm not so fat they don't know how to be friends with me. Losing weight really shows you who your true friends and supporters are. And the narcissist I am talking about is my mother. Yes! My mother, my worst friggn enemy!! Just look up Malignant Narcissist!!Ugh!! This post is just to vent my experience and frustrations with losing weight around family friends and co-workers.