Sick and tired..

losinglbs1654

Hi guys. I'm not really sure what to say here. I guess I just feel defeated. I've tried so many times to lose weight. I do well for a few days, then the junk food slowly creeps back in, as does the laziness. I want to lose weight. I need to lose weight. I just feel like it's not enough. It's as if there's two people living inside my brain. One person wants it so badly that they'd to anything to get it, and the other person says "nah too lazy, not bothered." That other person is winning. I have around 60lbs to lose and I know that's not a lot compared to some people but I'm so overwhelmed by it. I can't imagine my body ever changing. I can't imagine what it would feel like to lose 10 pounds and then 20 and then 30 etc. I want that feeling of accomplishment. I'm tired of making excuses. It doesn't help that I have a terrible life right now which makes me comfort/binge eat non stop every single day. I can't live like this any more. I guess I just need some support. Maybe someone who has been in my position and they finally did it. I feel so negative right now and I hate it but I feel like a lost cause at this point. :frown: