Hello !!!

Hey everyone I am a mother of fraternal twin girls !! As exciting as that is the major downer is the weight gain! After I had my twins I was actually only 15 lbs heavier then my pre prego weight, after i stopped breastfeeding i started packing on some pounds. I worked out for 6 months and got down to my pre-prego weight(155) and was feeling great !! I left to visit my grandmother for a month and gained some weight but was too scared to look at the scale. Last month i had the mirena placed and I been eating non-stop without excersice I finally hopped on a scale and i almost passed out! . It said 178 !!!! ahhh over 20 lbs of weight gain in 2 months !!! Im distraught depressed , and actually writing about this makes me want to eat a cookie. I need HELP AND INSPIRATION !!!