The last ten lbs... AGAIN

So previously I have lost weight going from 111+ to my goal of 95 and then to 92.
Unfortuantley, I did a magority of the loss by eating too little. I then attempted to reestablish my metabolism and got too carried away ( feeling as though I had had an ED, I justified over indulging)

This landed me back at 106 - currently 105.
Once again, I am ten lbs away from goal and feel so frustrated with myself, wishing I had stayed where I had been rather than gaining what feels like so much.

Now, I must admit I do have a healthier, more positive outlook and I do (thankfully) lack the irrational drive to be soo skinny (I now view my once "goal" as too thin and emaciated looking)

Despite my gain of more a realistic expectation and more rational outlook, the gain on the scale bothers me immensely.

Help?

Sorry for the pity party,
TFF

Replies

  • PikaKnight
    PikaKnight Posts: 34,971 Member
    How tall are you? do you know your body fat %?
  • AllonsYtotheTardis
    AllonsYtotheTardis Posts: 16,947 Member
    It sounds to me like you're aiming to be at a weight you were at before you were done growing. Which isn't realistic.

    How tall are you?
  • PikaKnight
    PikaKnight Posts: 34,971 Member
    Are you still in counseling for this? Do you think maybe going after such a low body weight is not good? Maybe being around 100-110 is actually better?

    Have you considered strength/resistance training to focus on body recomposition instead of obsessing over a scale goal?

    ETA: you also stated in another post that you were at 104lbs and felt/looked better than before. What happened?