friends and encouragement

DuckDuckDuck

I am looking for successful friends that will let me look at there diary and give me some encouragement. I have friends that I encourage but they all are just getting started.
I will tell you a little about me. First you should know I have a learning disability. I don't spell well or have good grammar. If that will bug you then don't bother. lol I do try you should see me before spell check :} I was a skinny kid. I weighed 105 tell I was 21 then I gained 20 lbs in one month. After that I gained 10 or 15 lbs with every pregnancy [4], and before you know it I was 205 lbs I joined mfp Jan 2012. I did well. I lost about 35 lbs but a few friends of mine were doing HCG and it was coming off so fast so I did two rounds. I lost five or ten more lbs. Not much more than I would have lost on my own so I got off it. I went back to Low cals and exercising and the weight pored on. The harder I dieted the more I gained. So I took a few months off dieting to let my body recover. Now I am starting over but I have new struggles and 7 months ago I fell off my horse and broke my tail bone and my sacrum. For 6 months we thought it was just my tail bone. I kept telling everyone it was worse but they just thought I was being a wimp, I guess. They were having me do more and more and I kept hurting more and more. I was walking two miles a day when I said no more! It is getting worse the more I do. I finely got them to do bone scan on me and they put me on bed rest and said If I keep being active I could have permanent neurological damage. I live in the country. I have no one to diet with. I am bored. I'm fat. I'm full of life and want to go and do. Instead I have to sit and do nothing I have lost 20 lbs so far this time. I am not a quitter. I wont give up, but it would be easier with friends that understand.