New here, im trying again!

Hello everyone. Im new here and i would like to somewhat tell my story. Im 21 years old and i weigh around 210 pounds. Everything i eat shows on me, in the past ive always tried to lose weight but i never stick to anything. I find that my weight depresses me, i cry alot and everytime someone tells me how big i am i tend to find me a little corner and cry. My fiance's family always make fun of my weight because they're all skinny.It doesn't feel good and I would love to feel good about myself again, i would love to be the person i use to be. So im here now, trying again to stay motivated and have patience during this process.