New Year Fresh New Start

TLTucker80

I'm starting my weight loss journey all over again. Back to square 1 lol. In Jan. 2013 I started my journey and for the first 4 months I did great. I started at 255lbs. and dropped down to 220lbs. Then I hit a plateau and no matter what I did I couldn't drop under 220. It got really frustrating, but I kept at it for another month. Then things started happening and I didn't have time to go to the gym every day and didn't have time to eat as healthy as I had been. It was like I was doing 2 of everything. I was cooking 2 meals every night one for me and one for everyone else. That happened for a few months, then I just gave up all together. I gained back all the weight I lost and more. I am at my heaviest now at 258.4lbs. I'm an emotional eater, I eat when I'm upset, angry, BORED. I worry about everyone else before I worry about myself. (things I need to work on changing because I can't change all at once just like I can't loss all the weight at once).

So here's my thinking lol. I did it once, I CAN AND WILL DO IT AGAIN. I will make time to go to the gym, I will make the time for me to eat healthy. I don't call it a diet I call it a weight loss journey because its a journey I will continue for the rest of my life.

I'm looking for friends on here to support and motivate me and I can do the same for you. I don't have any support or motivation from home. My husband says I'm beautiful and he loves me no matter what I look like that's my most support and motivation I get from home. I love my family and they really are good people, but they are selfish. It's all about do this do that I need this I need that. They have been taking up all my time. But that stops now I am going to make time for myself first then do what they need and want.