Back on the horse *again*

tristansmommyx3

. Lets start from the beginning, weighing in at 260 lbs. by the time I was 12. By 15, was down to about 200. By 19, I was 145, lowest weight I had seen since I was 9. Got pregnant,by 20, gained 70 lbs., my son passed away, pretty much stopped eating and lost 30 lbs. And then came the "I don't care, I'm just going to eat." I was stuck in the 180's for quite a while, and then I started to pay more attention to the scale again. Now, 22, I am plateaued, and all out of ambition. I am stuck in limbo at 150-155 and have struggled to find the motivation to continue. I have literally thought about just getting really fat, and giving up. I figure, better be super overweight then to be chubby. I don't know where my reasoning is there. But it has been something I have considered more then once.

ANYWAY. My point of all that is, I have been on a 10 year journey. I am well aware of HOW to eat, and that I NEED to workout. I just need someone to struggle with me, good and bad. Hold me accountable, and I'll do the same for you. If you are at the beginning of your journey, that's fine. If you are a vet as I am, that's great. Please, feel free to add me, and lets get to losing!

Crows1234

Good luck!!!