Seriously in need of motivation to get back on my wagon!
My story in a nutshell: From July of 2012 to June of 2013 I lost 80 lbs. Worked out every day and even started jogging. I was laid off for half of that year. I got a job in August and it's physical (I work in shipping). I come home exhausted. My willpower totally disappeared, and it seems as though I can't get enough of the forbidden foods. I never thought I was an emotional eater, and I wonder if I'm a food addict. The one thing that's different about starting over this time vs. all the other times is that I CARE. I actually feel very guilty about how I've been eating. I just don't understand how I can go from a workout / clean eating fool to someone acting like they can't get enough junk in their system. I really wish I knew why and even though I dig and dig into my brain, I have no answers......thoughts???