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MrsFarrow

Hello everyone! I've had an account here for a looooong time, but let it go dormant for a while.

Not to be too much of a Debbie Downer, but my husband and I were expecting our 1st child on October 5th, and we found out October 4th that his little heart had stopped. He was born a beautiful angel and has helped shape me into a better person than I ever thought I could be.

But of course with any crazy loss like that, I'm absolutely one to eat my feelings. So I've eaten them. A lot. All of them. Every single solitary feeling, I've eaten.

So this year I'm going to try to lose as much weight as I can, healthily, of course. We are trying again, but I need something else to focus on while we do! And weight loss? I could use some!

With that in mind, I'm 5'8 and 235. Ultimately I'm trying to get to 140, but hopefully another pregnancy will halt the weight loss temporarily If not, at least I'll be healthy!

If anyone wants to add me or anything, go ahead! I've been gone for so long, I'm so out of what's happening here!! I could use some inspiration!