need some real motivation right now

showers1989

Its amazing how one moment in time can affect the whole rest of your life. It can destroy everything. Its called the butterfly effect and not until recently did i even fully grasp the concept until my whole life spiraled out of control because of one decision made over a year ago. Ive tried to gradually pick up the pieces but some things just will never be fixed. They will be forever destroyed. I didnt realize this until today when the last thing i was holding onto from what i now call my past life just slipped through my fingers without a second thought all bc of that one mistake and its butterfly effect.

tfagler

Not sure what the issue is or what the cause was. But remember God only challanges us to the point of what we can handle. YOU WILL get through this! Just take it as a lesson learned and turn the tables on how to move forward and survive, and take it one day at a time. You have a entire group of people here who will continually support you.

sassiebritches

A poet....................I too have riden the wings of that butterfly my sweet. You can and will get through this. I am sorry that you may be grieving a life left behind in your journeys.......know this a new past is forming for you right now! Do your best to see the good in tomorrow......hang in there and call on me anytime.

:flowerforyou:

showers1989

thanks so much you guys. i know time heals all wounds but sometimes thats the hardest thing to see at the present time

KeriA

I googled Butterfly effect and learned something. So you see some of the beating wings of butterflys can have good consequences. Some that seem terrible now later we will see how they led us somewhere we needed to go. I wish for you this week enough hope for now and send love too. :flowerforyou:

showers1989

thanks so much i only hope it gets better. bc of that one moment its had nothing but bad effects so far hopefully it all leads to something good in the future bc right now it doesnt seem like it will but they say god doesnt close a door without opening a window so well see where life takes me

tfagler

I normaly don't throw out side posts up but here is some great motivation and inspiration:

http://www.lifewithoutlimbs.org/media-center/videos/inspirational-videos