Looking for people who are giving themselves a second chance

Hey! I'm Jess. I'm 23 years old.
I had lost over 40 lbs over 2 years ago and I put back on about 20 of it. That left me feeling really discouraged and as if I'd never be a healthy weight.
However, I've been making a little bit more of an effort and have lost 5 lbs, but I kind of feel like I'm at a stand still. I think I'm beating myself up for putting back on the weight.
I'm looking for any type of motivation. Some one to swap recipes and work outs with. Some one to give and receive advice with.
It'd be awesome if I could find some one who was in a similar situation as me, and managed to succeed!

I've been interesting in joining a fitness/ weight loss group for awhile and I'm glad to be here :)