Hello, anybody out there?

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Hi
I'm kinda new to this and slightly shy. I think I have never actually been shy in my life as I'm a dominant leader extrovert but lately I've been feeling a bit more resurved. I want to be positive about this battle I'm currently the sole victim of in my house hold but when i see how easy it comes to my family i just lose faith.

I was maybe wondering if anyone els feels like their seing a stranger in the mirror and if anyone els is alone in this battle, because i could really use some friends that get it when i say im a stranger in my own body.
PS. please excuse the spelling, im not really english