Need some support

Hi, I am not new to MFP, I just never kept up with it before. I am a mom to 2 children and I am married. I weigh the most I ever have now. When I was pregnant I didn't weigh this much. It has always been a issue for me, and it's something that I am just unhappy about. My will power is so bad, I give in too easily. I feel I just need some support and talk with people who go through some things I do. I want to be successful, for myself and my family. I would appreciate any support or friend requests.