Hi everyone!

msgillybean12

Hi! I've been using the app for a while, but I'm new to the online community.

I've been using MyProAna for a little while. I'm 5'4" and 160 and I needed something for motivation. Unfortunately, it's extremely triggering. I've cut a few times and I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder so I'm trying to switch over here to a website that won't be as destructive.

I'm athletic. I play volleyball, tennis, and lacrosse for school (I'm 16). Lacrosse season is coming up and I really want to make varsity. But to make varsity, you have to be fast. I am fairly fast, but I have all this fat on my body that's weighing me down. I admit, I'm using sports as a shield for my disordered eating. I'm at risk of developing an eating disorder and I don't want to go down that path. I skip a lot of meals and I'm obsessed with counting calories. This can't be normal.

I have a few events coming up soon with boys and I want to look good. I have a bit of a double chin and I hate it. I really want to be healthy.

So that's me.