I want to reintroduce myself

My name is Candice and I want to reintroduce myself. I have been on MFP for a while and I have had success. For the two past months I have totally feel off the wagon. I got to the point where I didnt care and I thought I could accept myself for how I am. I was lying to myself. I gained back all of the weight that I lost. My skin is no longer had that glow about it, in fact it is getting very oily. I no longer have the confidence that I use to have. I'm at that point where this is not good enough for me. I dont want to settle and believe this is how I'm suppose to look or feel. Its time for a change. I'm getting out of the mud and jumping back on the horse (he mite scream and kick but I will get back on him). I'm getting married next month (I'm eloping Yay) and I want to be healthy and feel great about myself. I know I wont lose a whole person in a month but I will have a nice start. With my MFP family and support from my friends I know I can do it.