I'm new and will need some encouragement!

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Hello yall! I used to not be as heavy as i am but i'm an emotional eater. Had some rough struggles with losing my gma and my mom struggling with her terminal illness, i just eat to feel better. So here i am, trying to be better than that. I noticed a pattern that i get all gun hoe for new stuff then about a week after.. i just don't want to do it anymore. Maybe a lack of motivation. I don't know. I just know i need to lose more weight. My family is never around to support me and i live by myself. I'm ready to feel good and look good!!!