3 years ago....

Squible

So been going through to find out when I started with mfp and it was the 24th Jan 2011!!

In that time I manged to lose 25lbs (mid Feb 2013) but today I am back (and heavier) the when I first started .

But instead of giving me focus and motivation I just feel sad and sorry for myself. In those three years I have missed out on some fun things like going out buying nice clothes but Mainly feeling happy and confident in myself and I haven't really been able to enjoy myself full because I always see myself as big and shy away.

I've been 'shopping' the past two days I only bought a pair of jeans as I tried other bits on and just looked like a sausage bursting st the seams. And now I just think if I actually started this properly three years ago I wouldn't be in this position now I'd be happy I'd be able to buy the clothes I want in the sizes I want instead I'm just feeling sorry for myself.

Anyway I'm sorry that this is a sad post I do want to start again I just do the have the motivation and kick start attitude although I have eaten well Today and I plan to tomorrow I'm just not happy that's all.

Anyway thanks for reading and please add me if you'd like to support me and help get me In to gear.

Lose25now

Hi I understand. But instead of feeling sorry for myself this week I stuck to my plan. This got me on the scale this morning with a loss. So now on to this week, instead of crying to myself I am looking forward. The truth is I can 't fix my size if I live in self pitty. Start today and by next Monday you will be lighter. Get out of the past.