Ready to quit my ED and lose weight healthily c:
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Hello there,
I'm an 19 years young lady currently battling with bulimia and binge eating disorder.
Um, it all started Last april.. I was 5'2" and 150 lbs, overweight and unhappy and without even feeling it, I started to become depressed and weight was falling down, everybody was commenting about my weight-loss, and it only made me wanting to lose more. July came and I was already 120lbs. My secret was restricting heavily and over exercising whenever I go over my calorie limit. I started to binge more often, and slowly started to gain the weight back. By september, I was already 130lbs. 135 by january, 145 by march.. I don't purge as much anymore, but I'm still struggling with binge-eating. but anyway.. I'm feeling positive and I don't want to destroy my health and that's why I've been thing a lot lately, and decided to do something about it. I cannot continue this way.. I'm giving up my EDs. I'm leaving the past behind me and starting a fresh new start. I want to look healthy, strong, energetic, because honestly, right now, I only feel constantly tired, with huge bangs under my eyes, constantly light-headed and sleepy. I exactly feel like a broken flower. :c
Erk. sorry for the long presentation, loaded with negativity.. but just to keep it short : I m here to have my fresh start.
My current weight is 139lbs and I'm starting a healthy 1200 diet and exercising 3 times a week.
My goal is to get to 110lbs. Yay, I can do this. we all can get to our goals if we believe that we can.
I'm glad to be here.
I'm an 19 years young lady currently battling with bulimia and binge eating disorder.
Um, it all started Last april.. I was 5'2" and 150 lbs, overweight and unhappy and without even feeling it, I started to become depressed and weight was falling down, everybody was commenting about my weight-loss, and it only made me wanting to lose more. July came and I was already 120lbs. My secret was restricting heavily and over exercising whenever I go over my calorie limit. I started to binge more often, and slowly started to gain the weight back. By september, I was already 130lbs. 135 by january, 145 by march.. I don't purge as much anymore, but I'm still struggling with binge-eating. but anyway.. I'm feeling positive and I don't want to destroy my health and that's why I've been thing a lot lately, and decided to do something about it. I cannot continue this way.. I'm giving up my EDs. I'm leaving the past behind me and starting a fresh new start. I want to look healthy, strong, energetic, because honestly, right now, I only feel constantly tired, with huge bangs under my eyes, constantly light-headed and sleepy. I exactly feel like a broken flower. :c
Erk. sorry for the long presentation, loaded with negativity.. but just to keep it short : I m here to have my fresh start.
My current weight is 139lbs and I'm starting a healthy 1200 diet and exercising 3 times a week.
My goal is to get to 110lbs. Yay, I can do this. we all can get to our goals if we believe that we can.
I'm glad to be here.
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