Going for the whole experience

I've been back on MFP for about 90 days (almost there!). It had helped me before, then a big loss in the family threw me into a little bit of a downward spiral. I got a wake up call right around Christmas and knew i needed to make a change. But for the first time, I wanted to make a change. So after really holding steady, I am reaching out and hoping to make some new friends on this journey. I need encouragement. I need help. I will be happy to encourage and help you too. Please send me a friend request...I know I can't do this alone. :)